I am not sure why I am even writing this enrty. Maybe because I need to express myself and I want to let it all out. I am not sure how our family has survived these past few months being unemployeed. If you think your life sucks try not having and income and not knowing how you are going to feed your kids tomorrow or put clothes on them or keep them in a warm house. Yes I know everyone had their troubles, but these are mine and I have a right to be upset and fustrated and mad and sad and angry and troubled and hopeless and wondering, and I guess thankful in the end. I am thankful that we are still alive and healthy and somewhat together. I am grateful for all those angels who work for my savior, who pray for my family and give their unconditional love and support to my family. It is mightly hard being on this side of the track, it is easier for me to give then recieve.
I am not a holiday person which makes it 10x worse going through this challenge in our situation. I am too old for this and if it wasn't for my kids I might not be sticking around. So I go on trying to be in the moment for that is all I can do
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
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Cheryl, I know first hand of what you are going through.. Last year my husband ended up in the hospital with cancer. then his place of employment blew up literaly. We just got back on our feet, and now as of Nov. We are out of a job again, he is laid off till things pick back up.. Who knows what this world brings, it makes you think that we need everything, but when you don't have enough for the nessesitys, it hurts, cheryle, pay your tithe on what amount you get, and I promise things will be taken care of. I am strugging right now, the stress is killing me, but I know if I pay my tithe, heavenly father WILL take care of us.. I might not be able to get my child the Rock Band, but we will be fed, bills paid, and there is a plus, I actually get to see my husband for while. stay strong my dear friend, pray and Heavenly Father knows your needs.. If you ever want to talk, get my # from Chels.
Take care, I heart you, and I am glad you vented, I am glad you posted, I was starting to worry about you.
I don't even know how to comment on this...I wish I could help more. You are a strong person and you have a wonderful husband...stop laughing, he is great! I hope you make it up to Michele's next week. I will see you soon!!! Love you!!!!
I agree you are going through a really hard thing, and you have a right to hurt and be scared and upset. Keep praying and know that I pray for you too. We keep on having the faith that prayers are answered because He has always answered them in the past. I love you and you can lean on me when every you need to.
Ditto all of the above, hun! Plan on a big hug from me soon. Please let me give to you the way you have given to me, don't be afraid to ask!!! I love you!
I am wordless. Just wish there were something that I could do to help. Please, let me know what I can do. I remember the frustration and fear all too well!
You have every right to feel the way you do. Your situation is a real stinker. Sometimes when I feel this way, I don't want to hear all the things I already know, like "the Lord tries who he loves", and "this will make you srtonger". True? Yes. But, sometimes you just need someone to agree with you that this sucks! And, your are right, it does suck big time. I will listen, and I am glad you shared. Continue to share. I will continue to pray for you and your family. Hugs!
Hooray, I'm so glad you're back!!!
I wish I had something to say that would help, but there are no words of wisdom here. Sad. BUT, if you ever need to talk, come over and see me. You know you can say anything!!!! You have every right.
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